Before Christmas

Ahh!!
I'm Sorry..ha



Is been really quite a while but i have done small memo of each incidents or activities -

Will start with ?

Week 1 ( Blood Donation )
It was very fuzzy n furious days because what you can see was just people walking in and out and bumping to each other...
Me and my best buds was just very confuse and blur what to do; deciding continue wanna donate blood or not because of the long queue and we have class later on..somehow there is my friend there to guide us, who are the "helper" of this blood donation. It was simple and the queue was not that long either; why? because we don't know the actual system.. it all take a 10second just to ask someone, so we know what we do and follow their instruction. Until i was being called by the "helper" i go for the chair, this is funny because i ask for my leg to be in a position higher than my head. So, i won't faint easily... and the chinese nurse was suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper cute and passionate. 'Cuz she handle her patient with care by piecing the needle slowly and deeply.  I was confident that my left arm are able to donate but end up both of my arm are require to. At the very first moment, the blood was flowing like a river pipehole is unleashing their full potential but haha!! is really funny that it last less than 20second so.. right after that, it was just dripping in the bag..then i got lectured said next time i have to listen to the nurse; all i can do was just smile and laugh, i don't even know why i'm laughing so badly but i did enjoy =)
i have been laugh for the entire time 'cuz it felt so tickles..haha! However, i did talk to her and get to know this nice nurse.. and yea- she is totally passionate and hardworking. He wanting to be a nurse when she graduated from her secondary school. Which mean she have her eye on it and by earn those hard earn pocket money then she will hand it to her family because her family needed. Is kinda sad story but yea, that moment you could felt what she trying to say. Her smile could spice up you to smile with her.. another thing is that, her determination sure inspired me and my bud.




Next, i would share the closing ceremony event.
This kinda harsh because things isn't going according to planned schedule..
but hey! is kinda fun- seeing the young one expressing their gratitude to their respective seniors.. meanwhile i really have to share this but not because im proud of it or ego to show off, as you see one of your previous junior who really work hard and changed her life. Despite that, she was very quiet and then she was like a flower which finally blossom~ ahh!! she now is leading the new badge of juniors...
it like seeing your own daughter learn how to walk... haha! i take this opportunity to say "Thank You"
i really did not know i can show her the path of the new life in this rural forest( some say living prison). I guess those words does not exist anymore...
Oppppsss... i get back on track; redirect reader to come back to the Closing Ceremony..
The game was fun; especially the *clapclap game hahaha!!! is suuuuuuuuper difficult but we all manage to pull off.. 'cuz we are Suuuuuuuuuuper!

Haha!! somehow i have encounter some special blockage in my journey...meeting someone who is seem nice and care to ya but end up always showing its own ego and pride.. kinda lame i know you are good but your temper and your act is totally like shit; in this case, i have learnt not to be so nice to everyone because not everyone will tread back you equally..
- B  u   t  -
a part from me do say being nice to everyone and everyone will treat you nicely back at you.
So, at the end; i came out a thought which is treat them good but not overly..cuz the more depth we placed someone in our heart is equal we have some certain expectation...
Is really unbelievable, i was being nice and quiet all the time but that very day; that spark my heat up as it slowly growling under my tongue and ooooh yea! I did not straight booooomb all lump sum of &!*&!%@*&(%*(&%$*!&%$*~!@      but just kept quiet and do; still!!! getting complain of not doing it seriously and asked me to leave from that household (in a manner of asking for trouble and a pure glance of an eagle) Wooow! what can you say more than that.. just "Handoff, You Win!! "
Just right after that incident, i have to cycle back to my hostel..this is epic; i sat down infront of my computer and seeing the date we used to hang out, i did count out many conflict we had and i was kept in silence..
That's when i know, i was been enduring and tolerating the whole time. Wasn't gonna say im proud of myself but just wanna say i did what i could to prevent any war or conflicts start but.. you see everyone has their own limit, just imagine someone every time you meet just gonna make you quarrel with them - being interfere do consider the same. ( Disturbance )   i could not say much but having lesson learned is priceless, now i acknowledge a new spices.. Thank you~






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A sudden decision of going back hometown..meet a nice lone lady sitting in the bus station; waiting for the bus shutter together. Later, we get to ride on the same bus and meeting another two nice lady, chinese and indian- who offer me not once or twice but third time. They kept asking me to sit and willing to sacrifice their seat just for me, is it because they saw me carrying the desktop computer?  i have no clue~ However, they did mention to me that im carrying something heavy so i should be having the seat instead of her.. Cooooooooome on ~ how could i accept such offer... i'm still young, i can stand, end up rejected them cuz i told them im still young xD.





I lately have a lot to say at the same time i'm quiet tired..
so i could not really update because it really like racing into programmes..
right after my final ( which before Christmas ) i was working..

All these had happened before my final..
will update some later =)
I have to Wish Everyone out there, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year~
folks out there gonna peace out noow~

see you all soon~ is Paaaaarty Night~~