Let's have a break~
Listen to this and chill ;)

This song is so calm and nice.. my older days haha!

What goes around, Comes around

Oh gooosh.. to the people out there who reading this.
I should be apologizing now since i promised and never update my blog for such a long time.
I have been schedule to finish up my task and work. Lately been kinda messy life and rushing. Never easy to finish or done and somehow i manage to cross shaky wooden bridge. The fragrance lead me step forward and each step are likely to think whether the wooden bridge will it fall or break? Nobody knows when it might fall. So, what i do is just don't look down or back but focus myself straightly...follow the flow~ which i have reach myself to a safe soil and these fragrance still making me wondering what is it. Hence, i kept follow walking towards it and find myself there is a tiny flower blooming.
Of course, this show me of light and believing in myself passing through difficulty will eventually succeed.

 Succeed take hundred of failure attempt, but to fail once and succeed will never be there yet.


Hahah..i  got carried away~
a little reminder, we can never stand tall alone but we can stand tall together; my friends around the world.


i been cracking up 'cuz of some fail on some friendship. I affinity them and how unfavorable in venerate. When human just dislike anyone their mind will set foot on allude on disdain them. The frequent meeting will be lesser and even if meet up the atmosphere will come denser for them. Is it menace or menace - i am clueless.  I embrace myself and have a deep though of... why is this happen? ?
[ Try and Think for a sec.. ]

I did not deplore for what i did or done. However, i find it interesting as i adventure myself and gaining experience from every fail attempt.

Ego - Pride
Played the role. Ehhmmm... how would you slide yourself in a situation to win over an conversation or agreement? Most people will have to be in thumbs up guy for their entire life. Ego and Pride is just too huge consume in us and it entwine. Girl or Boy, have the same ordeal of going through this. In fact, it will ravage everything what you been build from time. Just misspoken or wrong choice of word, will start to crumble the bridge of bond.


[Lastly i would wanna share this small part] I been kinda down and low in faith because i been messing up so many things. I feel so helpless but im still here~ so hey.. chill out people :D
Oooh ya! so don't forget to be there with ya friends when they needed help.. YOU are their LIGHT! Don't stop and Never stop ~~  Share your light ^_^
" What goes around , Comes around "
I'm still believing in this.. no matter how many people have abandon me or unlike me.. they will always be my friend ;)
Drop by and mail me ~
And...
So sorry all i really have drafted so many topic but i unable to finish it.
now gonna face my final soon...
will update soon( smirking ) haha!
#SigningOff



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♥__♥

Before Christmas

Ahh!!
I'm Sorry..ha



Is been really quite a while but i have done small memo of each incidents or activities -

Will start with ?

Week 1 ( Blood Donation )
It was very fuzzy n furious days because what you can see was just people walking in and out and bumping to each other...
Me and my best buds was just very confuse and blur what to do; deciding continue wanna donate blood or not because of the long queue and we have class later on..somehow there is my friend there to guide us, who are the "helper" of this blood donation. It was simple and the queue was not that long either; why? because we don't know the actual system.. it all take a 10second just to ask someone, so we know what we do and follow their instruction. Until i was being called by the "helper" i go for the chair, this is funny because i ask for my leg to be in a position higher than my head. So, i won't faint easily... and the chinese nurse was suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper cute and passionate. 'Cuz she handle her patient with care by piecing the needle slowly and deeply.  I was confident that my left arm are able to donate but end up both of my arm are require to. At the very first moment, the blood was flowing like a river pipehole is unleashing their full potential but haha!! is really funny that it last less than 20second so.. right after that, it was just dripping in the bag..then i got lectured said next time i have to listen to the nurse; all i can do was just smile and laugh, i don't even know why i'm laughing so badly but i did enjoy =)
i have been laugh for the entire time 'cuz it felt so tickles..haha! However, i did talk to her and get to know this nice nurse.. and yea- she is totally passionate and hardworking. He wanting to be a nurse when she graduated from her secondary school. Which mean she have her eye on it and by earn those hard earn pocket money then she will hand it to her family because her family needed. Is kinda sad story but yea, that moment you could felt what she trying to say. Her smile could spice up you to smile with her.. another thing is that, her determination sure inspired me and my bud.




Next, i would share the closing ceremony event.
This kinda harsh because things isn't going according to planned schedule..
but hey! is kinda fun- seeing the young one expressing their gratitude to their respective seniors.. meanwhile i really have to share this but not because im proud of it or ego to show off, as you see one of your previous junior who really work hard and changed her life. Despite that, she was very quiet and then she was like a flower which finally blossom~ ahh!! she now is leading the new badge of juniors...
it like seeing your own daughter learn how to walk... haha! i take this opportunity to say "Thank You"
i really did not know i can show her the path of the new life in this rural forest( some say living prison). I guess those words does not exist anymore...
Oppppsss... i get back on track; redirect reader to come back to the Closing Ceremony..
The game was fun; especially the *clapclap game hahaha!!! is suuuuuuuuper difficult but we all manage to pull off.. 'cuz we are Suuuuuuuuuuper!

Haha!! somehow i have encounter some special blockage in my journey...meeting someone who is seem nice and care to ya but end up always showing its own ego and pride.. kinda lame i know you are good but your temper and your act is totally like shit; in this case, i have learnt not to be so nice to everyone because not everyone will tread back you equally..
- B  u   t  -
a part from me do say being nice to everyone and everyone will treat you nicely back at you.
So, at the end; i came out a thought which is treat them good but not overly..cuz the more depth we placed someone in our heart is equal we have some certain expectation...
Is really unbelievable, i was being nice and quiet all the time but that very day; that spark my heat up as it slowly growling under my tongue and ooooh yea! I did not straight booooomb all lump sum of &!*&!%@*&(%*(&%$*!&%$*~!@      but just kept quiet and do; still!!! getting complain of not doing it seriously and asked me to leave from that household (in a manner of asking for trouble and a pure glance of an eagle) Wooow! what can you say more than that.. just "Handoff, You Win!! "
Just right after that incident, i have to cycle back to my hostel..this is epic; i sat down infront of my computer and seeing the date we used to hang out, i did count out many conflict we had and i was kept in silence..
That's when i know, i was been enduring and tolerating the whole time. Wasn't gonna say im proud of myself but just wanna say i did what i could to prevent any war or conflicts start but.. you see everyone has their own limit, just imagine someone every time you meet just gonna make you quarrel with them - being interfere do consider the same. ( Disturbance )   i could not say much but having lesson learned is priceless, now i acknowledge a new spices.. Thank you~






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A sudden decision of going back hometown..meet a nice lone lady sitting in the bus station; waiting for the bus shutter together. Later, we get to ride on the same bus and meeting another two nice lady, chinese and indian- who offer me not once or twice but third time. They kept asking me to sit and willing to sacrifice their seat just for me, is it because they saw me carrying the desktop computer?  i have no clue~ However, they did mention to me that im carrying something heavy so i should be having the seat instead of her.. Cooooooooome on ~ how could i accept such offer... i'm still young, i can stand, end up rejected them cuz i told them im still young xD.





I lately have a lot to say at the same time i'm quiet tired..
so i could not really update because it really like racing into programmes..
right after my final ( which before Christmas ) i was working..

All these had happened before my final..
will update some later =)
I have to Wish Everyone out there, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year~
folks out there gonna peace out noow~

see you all soon~ is Paaaaarty Night~~

Traffic Life

Life is just like Traffic..
Every traffic do have their own junction, some just go to the right or left ( T-Junction )

Is really interesting to know where our destination however what is frightening was to choose the right turn, path, direction. any miss foot on that path will eventually turn out to deplore, disdain.. mostly due to our ego, pride and etc. 

As i continue from the last post
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Everything did not go as smooth as it is planned...

somehow, manage to prompt in the emptiness space~ ( unexpected things do often happen to me )

Was rushing back to my Uni... the very moment i got back to my hostel, first thing is to tidy up the room. Corner edges are webs and dust.. normally, we, human do loaf around before cleaning the room or lying on the bed.. 

but i was some sort determined to clean it over everything in one shot...
*done everything

this very moment,  i though of switching on my computer and my speaker.. ok here's the funny yet not funny, scary yet not scary part~
As i push the button of "On" i heard a "pop" sound and a flash of sparking light for a millisecond... and not even 10sec, the smell came out.. and that's when you know; you are in trouble..
*skip!! at the end, checked everything and my computer is alright; however my speaker is RIP.. and my extension was still functioning very well.. so i have no idea what happen to the speaker...there you go bye bye speaker :\




~~ →Next ←~~

I'm thankful for able to participant in this semester training of orientation helper..
beside that, do feel blissful that my friend did really called me about the work; if not i would have miss out this great opportunity. Driving Mercedes Benz is sure full joy and is darnedest in good features, outstanding performance, brilliant outwork, amazing design and well fit to those higher-class people.. ( luxury car, luxury car everywhere) haha!
i was given a chance to drive all new "E-Class" and "A-Class" except two was named "Invincible Car" ; it was hidden until the day for publicize.. we were able to see it fresh and hot.. even though im not allow to drive but im allow to ride on the backseat for a minute ? hahah! hey ! it feel amazed because one of these two car was a sport-modified..so the exhaust and engine was totally ruuumm rummm... *sexy and hot~


Is really nice not just able to drive nice car but also given a chance to enjoy our-self in four and a half star hotel.. which facing to the Beach~
Words cant describe it entirely.. because is my first time working and being so joyful~
making new friends, elder than me, same age, ex-model girl, took photo with broadcaster, meet an internship guy from Germany.. so much more...

This was during our breakfast time a sneaking photo shoot. It may look untidy,somehow show us differently also will teaches us more than what we could think or image of. As believing in each another and that's how a team was form ! ! 

#WillShowSomePictureSoon

i happened to encounter and experience this new entitled  as a year two student and my mind echoes the image of....

how nostalgic..

i'm a helper in this very start of second year, while i was on the duty in a booth. I was so touched because that my team was so incredible and passionate that bringing out their inner compassion and affinity..they show such good vibe and it really reincarnates me..

* solving their inquiries..since they are new to this environment..

i was able to feel back then when i first came to this institution..even though im in year two but it felt that last week was my orientation program; by meeting all sort of friends, interaction games, tour and food (not to forget) :D

Transcend up the bar and you will see the sun raise~

Forge into first place when trying to reconcile in portraying circle of life.














Till next time~ will be interesting ~ cuz having activities!!!
sorry for any improper English being used  ^_~
I had this draft a while just did not post.. Sorry and let's fight for our dream!! 

A Blink of an Eye ☻

Aw...
Blink of an eye ^_~

have passed few months..

has learnt, have tough
Living under unwanted shelter isn't easy.. have to pay attention to those who's around us.

Since now im having a short semester break.. i was able to travel all the way back to my hometown.

it was so coincidence that my parent pass-by our old house. it was filled with so much memories as you could see the shadow of ya'self running, jumping, catching-catching, hide n seek... those little fragment of memories just wont fade no matter how long the time have pass.. Those memories. experience. sweat. laughter. cried was all what im today.. Look around of the building, really remind me of my childhood friends.. do really miss them as tiny tear shredded... and ya finger will literally wipe it off =D

Meet some old neighbor, a Japanese couple.. they stayed here for years but they could not speak very well.. However, i was waving at them but they could not seem recognize me at the first sight... but as second just fade~ a sudden surprise smile on their faces and eye brown just lift it up showing some #HappyOldFriendKindaLook... hahah ! maybe they saw my papa was behind me.. and immediately recognize im his children..hahah!!
Having a warm hand shake really feel differently...

Coming back hometown, one thing you would not miss is...

F - O - O  - D  ! ! !
Hahaha!! Mom's home cook sure filled a lot of love and taste the best of the world..

but words unable to describe how nice was it..

Beside that what could you think of ?
Spend quality time with friends and family , right? Is very common...
Hahah!! 

Went to a shopping mall and there is a "shifu" some sort of master of mole.. Is not a shop but he just have the table set up and a stand flag showing, promoting his stuff such as removing mole, palm reading and book selling..

Is not that fancy style, as the master was wearing  gold-yellow dragon dynasty emperor cloth along wearing Western formal pant. The combination are kinda out-standing but still he is very skilled.. at least he helped me to remove two mole... and it was not cheap just a tiny little bit dot of it.. cost 10bucks...and that Ouch!!

*so just two mole cost 20 bucks !!  T_T

So now im under the progress of  removing moles, have to avoid eat some food.. :D
very important if not the spot of the mole will eventually turn out to be a mark.. then it will be difficult to deal with it..

i was huddling as worry what kind of meet up, what will it be; on this coming semester back... 'cuz i have yet meet my fellow friends for 2 years, some 1 year.. feeling exaggerate and curious on how's everyone been up to..

But seem everyone was unable to come out.. maybe due to my bad timing or some other factor.~
Still there are those who are willing to come ford joining the gathering.. feeling so blessed and bliss of it..
Feeling sorry to those not local.. cuz i promised them that will be a big gathering, but i failed...i'm sorry ma good buddies~ Is true that the group is too huge and friend have their own friends their own connection, gang, circle of friendship have turn into another shape - Circle. 

Huh... my seniors are leaving soon, hope we could meet again before you graduate; even though we are not that close but somehow our conversation goes on and on.. sharing idea sharing experience sharing view point...

*there will be special gift :D
hahah ! Stay Tune!!

There is a friend of mine, who recently kinda down 'cuz of some uncertainty... maybe is real maybe is not..

but one thing for sure is that, even if the final result the end-result is real or not.. there are only one solution..

Never Give Up ~ ~ Why give up so easily?  while i'm under worsen situation than you? Cheer up ~ =)

Cheer up Pika is here =D

So...till here i stop, as the clock is ticking to the direction of sleeping time.
Really sorry for being not active past months. Been assign for some task and work.
Stay for update =D
Thanks you so much for those who helped me.. really appreciate deep down my heart...


Ciaoz. night friends~

Sorry been away ◄☼►

Heeeeeeeeey ~
Was rushing back to my hostel..
It was night time - by train..
While on board, i was closing my eyes and having peaceful sleep while with my music on-going.
Lalalala~ time pass and i reach to my destination..
As soon it reaches, everyone rush out and walk to the pick up point where a lot taxi driver; doing what they used to do.. calling for student to sit their car..
However, i was waiting my friend to fetch me and as i wait the people are getting lesser..
it fade one by one until the very end left the 2 person - me and another boy..
It was ok because by the time we 2 were still there and my friend came for the rescue. After, my friend fetch me and i was really happy to see old faces- hahah !! really happy about it... somehow, i did not went back to my hostel but directly went for dinner with my friends...It was really big crowded but i not knowing all of them; which kinda mislead me sometimes when the names were mention - feeling kinda lost.
I reach my hostel midnight, before i sleep i can to meet my new neighbor ~
Waaaaa~
is so supeerrrrrrr junior and having the same sir name..quite cool because i use my hostel tradition of chit-chat with our new housemate till "early morning" and i knowing i have to wake up 6am in the morning for joining the opening ceremony of my event.
It was nice chatting with him~

Ok~ here's the part.. of the Opening Day~
Yiiiipiiiiiyayaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
I was very fresh over there somehow seeing so many new faces in this semester, do boost my enthusiasm of getting to know more new friends = )
I was very ambrosial and delectable for every moment i spend in my life..


A week later, my good friend invited me to go BBQ..
It was kinda fun seeing the freshmen getting along and having fun playing some sushi game..
After late night, most of the freshmen went back and there is still left over food. It would be waste if we throw so why not we play another game among the survivor of mid-night boys and girls..
which is tell the truth when the bottle of water spin's you.. =)
Is fun seeing other's answer~
Somehow, we manage to finish it and stay up late.. it was tiring but was fun and i guess you all know why..
because i meet new friends..

Skip to recently, happening during this week - Thursday.
I have my presentation - is a short presentation..
However, i manage to deliver the message to the audience; which satisfied me and my group mate were my senior; they are super awesome!! =)
I enjoy the moment when i speak; knowing my senior is behind me and back me up..
Having those feeling.. even nervous turn into strength ~
Sound so... *Fill in ya'self haha!

Really sorry for being away for such long time..
I have been busy with my Uni-Life..
i'll try to update regularly..
Ops... there will another update soon~
Stay tune peps~ =)

Holidays Memories I

Before writing anything i would apologize~

because i have away for quite a while..

having stressful week facing my final..

everything is over as i go enjoyed complete 2 week sem-break

but

i do miss out few things in my holidays~
However

i do gain some others, 

such as...

I have invaded a step deeper into my friends heart.
I remember a night we were having some sort of sharing moment while having some drinks to smoothen the  painful sore throat - having a long night. Listen a lot as well learn a lot from the other bros~ different viewpoint. That night, i do encounter some unexpected guest ~ Long lost friend reappear again...feel so arghhh.. you all probably know what's that feeling feels. 

The next day, accompany one of my bro's to police station to make report, wallet and phone being stolen. Waited quite some times in the police station, due to the paper works and questionnaires. 

Uuuhhhh...yea~
Next up ~ having 1 day trip to Melaka ~
I remember very well it is because it rain heavy as i get into the car - which we start to depart...
While we were on highway, gosh~ i remember how the cars in front of us was chasing the cloud; as they pedal to the max. What we saw from our point of view was like the cars having tiny water particles burst all the way backwards as it like has wings. It is very beautiful having a view from the back but at the same time it is also very dangerous because it could increase the mist for the back driver ( which is us )..
we hardly could see what's coming so i believe you could imagine what is like.

Wookies~ first stop! 

Here is the "Coconut Milk Float " - sorry if i named it wrongly..
Could not really remember~
But this is superrrrr nice..
Price : Affordable
Taste : Heavenly
Worth for trying it =)

Next Stop : we pedal to Jonker's Street
Here sure full of food and many stall...
However the parking is limited so we been raced for a lot of lapse just to seek for an empty parking slot which fit such small car ;)
In the end, we have to park somewhere further down the street - have no choice...as we get down the car and what we gonna do now is W-A-L-K ~
Hahah ! walk, walk, walk and walk ~ we will uncover those mysterious shops 1 by 1...

This is famous ABC covered with Melaka Sugar~
Beside that i also tasted Melaka Asam Laksa, too bad did not have a snap of it..

Next was this !! 

I don't know how i name this but there is 2 type of favor
which is Yogurt or Durian
According to my friend ~ This is nice  = )

Skip - skip the show~
We meet my friend's friend over there..
She has quite fair skin and adore smile, she do look familiar to me at the first sight but i believe Earth isn't this small so... hahah ! is a new friend then ~
We went to Sea-side have some Clamp 

Let me tell you..
These clamp is not easy to taken down~
Maybe because we don't usually eat this big size??
Hahah ! but the next one is great ~
Coming right up.. wooooohoo!

Affordable, Palatable, gratified what we drink = )
We gave high rate for this.. haha !

Final Stop : taaa dahhh~~

Wow!!! This is very very very nice~
But for personal perception that this can be good supper not dinner..
However, this is mouthwatering ~



Happy moment sure passes fast whenever it comes to goodbye~ = )
I was very ambrosial through the whole trip is great memories for me..

Will continue the next few days ~
Patient and wait haha !